生命是如此短暂与脆弱...

毕竟, 我们只是人类..

生老病死..是必经的...又有谁可以逃得过...

生命是短暂的..所以才显得珍贵...不是吗?

我知道, 医生需懂控制自己的情绪..

什么事情下都必须认真, 冷定, 思考的去回答病人每问的一个问题..

但, 原来我...当我了解状况后..也会有犹豫不说出真实了解的一面..

我觉得自己有点矛盾..

怕说了, 会令每一个人都变得紧张或愁眉苦脸..

唯有安慰自己..心想着..那也只不过是那医生自己的推测..

还是等结果报告出来后..确定才再打算...

今天我发现..其实有时侯医生也是会有矛盾的时候..

要记得...医生也只不过是普通的凡人...

若把所谓的没把握的推测说出来..

也许只会让人更操心烦恼...

何不等报告结果出后才再说呢?

以免别人会胡思乱想..反而更没帮助..不是吗?

我毕竟希望老天爷爷会保佑他没事...

医疗科技发达..我知道他会没事情的..不要胡思乱想...

我不希望自己带着高高兴兴的心情回来...而带着失落的心情回去....

生命的意义是什么?

生命的意义是什么? 你知道吗?

对于我来说..我还没得到满意的答案...

我只知道, 每一个人都不停的追求自己的梦想...

那..如果当你梦想达到后, 又会怎么样?

沉闷? 乏味? 松弛?

另一些人在他们生命中..追求着的又是什么...?

不晓得...

而....

IM BACK! =D

Hey peeps!

Im back..yoyoyo..hahaha..

so, im definitely on cloud nine now..

the 4th days in msia, fully using it..

seriously, very happy...cant even start expressing with words...

til now, i have spent most of my time with family n relatives...

not yet meet up any of my friends...

cz some of them are not around..so cant go their house "bai nian"..

sad loooooo....

but at least got to join dinner with my relatives... =D

so...this coming weekend gonna meet my buddies as well....very busy o..hahaha...

if u wanna meet me, do booking with my secretary k? xD!

sorry again for those... >_< my time management really isnt that good...

forgive me k...

til now..tak habis habis makan makan makan makan...

once i reached airport that day, already got 烧鸡, 烧猪 ,捞生 to eat...muahahahaha..

my family tapao for me... xD! dun jealous k.. xD! =P 幸福到...~~~~~~

Anatomy spotter exam..

Anatomy spotter..

1st answer was placed wrongly at the wrong column according to questions number..

sigh, wat to do.. i was panic like ...until a level!!

seriously, begging for a new sheet of answer paper but lecturer nvr approved

as each specimen with few questions... only 1 min!

fuh...the 2nd anat spotter tis time...still that panic n nervous... - Tachycardia.... ==

heartbeats probably over 90 per min...

systolic/diastolic pressure...kao kao 6 markedly increase....

manage to get some time transferring the answers which i filled at the wrong column..

squeeze in n wisely use every single SECOND!

once the spotter exam start, everything within 1 min...u got no much time to THINK!

k....after discussed with friends, realised i had done few silly mistake...sigh ..

now...aiming for biochem paper...felt scared after discussed the past year papers with friend...

IM COMING HOME!!!!!!!

few more days to go!! =D

为什么...

那首歌的循律还在...

还记得当时, 是你要我叫你怎么唱...

想着想着..听着听着那首歌重播着...

我突然想起过去...

但, 却偏偏为什么会在这一刻...

真的是这一刻...这一个时候...为什么...

我问了自己很多的为什么...开始有些矛盾...

我.....真的说不出话来...

我真的试着逼自己...否认...但.... .. ..

希望可以封闭我自己的脑袋一下...

真的需要紧急关机...就像电脑一样...

因为, 毕竟已是过去..我看我也没什么资格说些什么..

这..是今天缠绕着在我脑海里的..

为什么......

Reunion dinner!!! Happy Chinese New Year!!

viva test was overed..

not sure am i doing well enough; but before i leave the room

she just said a sentence, "very good" ...

i hoped what she telling was the true n not the opposite one...

and night, headed to dinner at fishmax...

we had eaten 年年有"鱼" , "虾虾"大笑!! +sotong..lolz...

monday got histo test, and hence we make the reunion dinner a day earlier...

cant imagine the 1st day of CNY, myself saying Gong Xi Fa Chai infront of 10 cadavers + numbers of hearts + lungs + skull + bone set...etc...

desperately wanna fly back home n celebrate malaysia...

but..couldnt make it..

though couldnt join my faimly reunion dinner this year, but glad having friends here as compensation..

they are great =)

for me, every single night is just the reunion dinner..

as we go for dinner together very often..

and did you realise the pic above? actually i suggested them to wear red, pink or yellow..

just to create some "cny feel" here...

aiks, marathon exam considered just started...

gambateh gambateh!!!!!

im here wishing you guys, in this new year may good luck and good fortune always be with you..

of course, health is the most important one...

wishing you a healthy, wealthy, prosperity CNY!!!! =D

Viva tml...

Gonna go for physio viva tml morning...

just back from library with friends....

a certain level of tiredness come over me...

what to do?

gambateh...not to give up easily

"what's the reason that im here? "... i whisper to myself...

move on...

always remind myself of how hard i have worked to get where i am...

as i know, it's always easier just to keep than to fall behind...

PASSION is the fire that will keep burning in me - myself!

So..lets the true passion propel me forward...

gonna sleep early tonight for tml viva... =)

good night...

after back from library, asked both of my friends back to hostel 1st and ended staying up late alone at downstairs of my hostel - with my Bru Coffee.... enjoying the night cold breeze, seriously very cold~